Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Kim ROCKS' LiveJournal:

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Wednesday, October 8th, 2003
12:31 pm	Existing Hey all I'm sitting here in keyboarding class, finished with my work 30 minutes into class. We got our psychology test back today I got a 98%!!! The best i've ever done on a test. Thats not the real reason I'm writing though. I'm torn between two guys that I like. One has a girlfriend (yes you heard me correct) but they fight constantly and it always seems like they are going to break up but never do. The other doesn't have a girlfriend fortunately. I also told him last night that i have a crush on him like im some kid from high school. Talk about lame. But the good thing was that he didn't say anything bad, he only had nice things to say. When I told him I was embarassed to say anything (I've never told any of my crushes I actually had a crush on them til now) he told me not to be, and that he's glad i told him. I'll see him tonite, actually i'll see both of them tonite. This should be interesting. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 17th, 2003
11:20 am	Lonely Last night me and the girls went down to hang out with some of the brothers (except me, i went along to see someone else). We had a good time down there, till some of them decided they wanted to go to the house and do stuff. Stupid me decided to stay where we were just because he wasn't going with us. Is that wrong??? Not only that but he has a girlfriend that he fights with constantly, it seems blatently obvious to me that their relationship isn't doing well, and kill me for thinking it but I really want them to break up.... I just feel like im wasting my time (nothing new), but I just can't let it go that easy. HELP (Comment on this)
Friday, January 31st, 2003
10:14 pm	New Years........Alone once again Hey all... Well its that time of year again when well....the year ends. And of course im sitting here on the internet at 10:15pm with nothing to do. My mother, her boyfriend, my grandmother and her friend are here in the other room playing old people games (ie Cards). Today was rather depressing and its not even over yet. I had to go with my sister to try on bridesmaids dresses for her wedding. Of course she's like a size 6, my brothers girlfriend (also a bridesmaid) is a size 8 and my cousin who's only a size 2 and thats too big for her. And then you have me.....i wont mention the size. Not only that, but im the youngest in my family, both my sister and brother are getting married within the next two years. True im still young but hey ive never even had a boyfriend. I haven't told my family i feel like a huge steamy pile of crap because of this because i dont want to upset anyone. Just once id like to have someone like my other siblings....maybe thats too much to ask for. (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 21st, 2002
3:50 pm	UGH Hey all, haven't been on this thing in forever. But as for last night and someone not calling me back.... HE DID! YAY ME! Gotta run peace (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 23rd, 2002
5:29 pm	Bonjour Bonjour mon amis, comment tallez vous au jourd hui? Je suis Tres bien, merci. Tu as un vachez en ragee. Sorry thats all i know how to say in french. Anyway, just wanted to tell everyone goodbye in j-town. Kimmy's goin back to college tomorrow. Had a blast sitting in bed for the most part of my break coughing up one of my lungs, and having more snot come out of my nose than water over niagara falls. LOL sorry bout that, anyway hope everyone is doin aight, peace (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 6th, 2002
10:23 am	funny quote4 Boycott shampoo! Demand the REAL poo! thats all i have for now. PLEDGING STARTS SUNDAY! GOD I LOVE COLLEGE (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 5th, 2002
3:03 pm	funny quote3 A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument. "Question: If you throw a cat out the window, is it considered kitty litter?" ~B.G. "I'll bring the ruckus...after my noodles!" ~E "We were mugged by Andrew Lloyd Webber!" ~Out of towners (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 3rd, 2002
11:21 pm	What the FUUUCK is up? Hey ya'll. What is up wit u. Not much here, gettin pretty damn excited that softball tryouts are tomorrow :(/:) Dont think ill actually make it all the way, but what the hell, its worth a shot. Goin to a party on Wed. Rush party on Thursday, Grafitti night at psi d on saturday, PLEDGING SUNDAY!!!! SOOO excited. Im pledging for Delta Chi Omega, the best damn sorority alfred has to offer! F.I.T.B. Any wz just wanted to give a shout out to all the former "Denny's Goers" who are most likely depressed in our time of "restaurant lacking" UGH NO MORE MICHAEL. BYE BYE LEFT TO RIGHT, NO MORE NUTS... oh well, there is always friendly's ... (Comment on this)
Friday, February 1st, 2002
1:08 pm	Forgot to add one to the list Few more things to add... My birthday is FEB 17!! Valentines day is coming up :( Chris's birthday is in March Jenns birthday is in march I will be home for my birthday guys!!! (problem is, no more denny's UGH) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
1:06 pm	Har Har Har hello everyone. Im not dead, in fact i am quite alive! haha. Anyway, i just wanna tell everyone the news with kimmy... 1. I am going to pledge with Delta Chi Omega here at alfred! 2. Chris is coming over tonite... 3. I have a cold that just won't go away 4. Classes freakin suck (hard freakin mo fo's) 5. I MISS DENNY"S 6. Denny's is GONE. 7. Need cash for stuff 8. Nothing to do 9. Power outages suck... 10. Nothin else to say (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 8th, 2001
9:39 pm	Havent written in a while... Hey everyone, everythin is goin fine here. Finals this week and next! :( Hope i do ok. Talked to chris tonite, hopefully ill see him before i go on christmas break, if not it is goin to be oooone hell of a fun time when i come home, hint hint. I also talked to sara(H) the other day, i hope that most of my j-town friends can go with us to edinboro to play some drinkin games!!!! YAY IM SOOOO EXCITED, i get to play my favorite game *AssHole* and kings. Im glad im not the only one that knows how to play.... Well the purpose of this message is to get some more friends on aol, i am in a little thing here to get more people on my list so i can beat my friend that has 173 friends, i have a depressing 32... Anyone who isnt already on my list (u know who u are) should give me your name, i need some buddies! Current Mood: drunk (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 21st, 2001
11:39 pm	Happy Thanksgiving!!! Hello everyone, just wanted to wish you all a Happy Thanksgiving! It feels nice to be home in my own bed, but thats about it!! I wish a certain someone was here with me :( oh well. ANyway Have fun tomorrow, and just remember only a MONTH til Christmas!!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 20th, 2001
9:46 am	GOING HOME!!! Hello everyone, i finally get to go home today!! I really want some non-alfred food! Can't wait til thanksgiving. I went out with chris on saturday. To tell the truth it was the most fun i have ever had with anyone. I really like him, and i feel stupid writing it on here but who gives a crap, the only people who ever read this are my j-town friends right? Anyway, we were talking the other day and we both decided that we should just be friends, well he did first but i told him i did too (even though its not really true). I just dont want to tell him that i want to go out with him, and i dont want to say it because i know he can't be in a serious relationship right now. I think it has to do with me living so far away from him (except when im at college) and probably something else im not aware of. I just really want something to come from this because i have never felt this way about anyone. Well if something is going to happen, i hope it will soon! But im not going to get my hopes up because i dont want to be upset. :( SOO confused, i dont know what to do about this! Anyone have any suggestions?! Current Mood: confused Current Music: Have you ever - Brandy (Comment on this)
Monday, November 12th, 2001
12:04 pm	Shout out to "friends" Hey guys i just wanted to say how thankful i am to have all of you as friends, i love all u guys even though ive probably never said or shown it. "Friends are your true inspiration, follow them and they can lead you anywhere..." ME I WANT TO COME HOME AND SEE EVERYONE :( !!! Current Mood: thankful (Comment on this)
11:57 am	I am alive and well I was reading my past live journal entries a second ago, and some friends as well. MY GOD i just figured out that i am the most shallow person in the world!!! This is not another self pitty thing, i would just like to clarify my little part in this world. Here are my thoughts; While reading a few friends journals i realized that i have it good, and i am complaining for nothing. Just because i can't have a good relationship with a guy doesn't mean anything. I have realized that my life isn't all as bad as i make it out to be, and i tend to make other people think that it is really that bad. I was wrong for doing this. Sure i have my problems with my insulin, and little ovary disease, but i am still living, still breating, and not taking advantage of it. There are far more people who have worse problems than me, that i could be possibly helping with. For example, i could make someone feel better about themselves, or just give a random compliment. Do you see me doing that? NO because i was being selfish. So the next time you hear me complain about my "bad" day because i can't find a man just tell me to shut up because frankly even i don't want to hear it. I am a changed woman. A more enlightened, unslefish kim who no longer only cares about what is right for her. Im sorry to all those who felt sorry for me when i was just trying to get some sympathy, not only does it make other people feel bad, but it made me a truly ugly person for doing it when it wasn't such a bad situation. I hope all can forgive! ): HOPE NO ONE HAS ANY RELATIVES OR FRIENDS IN QUEENS :( Current Mood: thoughtful (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 10th, 2001
9:19 pm	there are no words to describe what i feel! Hello again. Here comes the usual self pitty ritual by yours truly: Kim Well tonite my problem is that i will never look like i want to. Unless i lose this god awful crap load of weight and my bones shrink it will never happen. My second problem is that i am not good at any particular thing, at least i don't think i am. I can't play any sports (well), i can't sing or dance, i don't have anything special about me that makes my life significant. Sure a personality helps, sense of humor, and understanding, yeah great but what is that going to get me in the future? I saw coyote ugly again today, and it is just so depressing to see that girl, and of course she gets the guy, and the sucessful life! I guess what i want is that, a movie relationship. HUH not gonna happen. I would really like to say it might, but it is so hard. My friend tammie, her boyfriend nick, christina and i went to aldi's today. Tammie is soo lucky to have nick, it made me really jelous that they were kissin, and huggin, and holdin hands THATS ALL I WANT! Im sorry to have to blab on about my stupid life, but it helps to write it and get it out some how instead of bottling it up like i have for the past 17 years. Thanks for listening or reading, whatever. Peace K Current Mood: stressed (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, November 9th, 2001
8:16 pm	Softball Hello peeps. I am thinking about trying out for the softball team! Tryouts are in January so i gotta lot of work to do before then! A LOT OF WORK~ which means i will actually be getting exercize which makes the whole trying out thing worth it even though i have like a 5% chance of actually makin the team. I haven't played softball since i was like 12, and i have never done fast pitch before! I really really wanna make the team, i love playing! I am going to try really hard to work out, and condition my unexercized body to get in shape. And im gonna practice throwing, hitting, and fielding again! GOD I MISS THAT STUFF! I missed the first meeting already because i really wasn't thinkin about tryin out, now i think i might as well try, i mean what is it gonna hurt? Sure wont hurt my heart it will help, but it may hurt my "heart" if i don't make the team. Well i guess i should have played high school softball! GOD i messed up there! Anyway, anybody got any tips for me, id love to here em' Peace K Current Mood: hopeful (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 6th, 2001
1:10 am	I don't know what to say Hello everyone again. I have realized something about myself and a few others tonite! I have realized that i have more guts than i thought i did! I did something very brave today, and only a few people know what that is; four to be exact. I never thought i would get up enough courage to do it, but i feel sooo much better now that i have. And believe me, to the person this is all directed to, thank you for letting me feel ok about it! It really helps to know you don't think im a retard, just a girl who still wants something to happen from it, but can only dream that it will. I learned something about my friends as well, i also made a new quote about it so here ya go: "Follow your dreams Kim, it may lead you no where, but it may get you everywhere" ~SteveOdjo as well as "Dreamers may be ever fools, but they're the only ones foolish enough to reach for the stars!" ~SteveOdjo and "true friends are your inspiration, follow them and they can lead you anywhere you want to go." ~Kim I hope the person i was talking to earlier today reads this! I can only hope that someday my "dreams" will come true but i am probably just wasting my time. Peace K Current Mood: distressed Current Music: Hey lover - LL Cool J (Comment on this)
Monday, November 5th, 2001
3:00 pm	New quotes! By: Me "Say something nice about yourself everyday, if you can't find something to say about yourself, say something nice to someone you love." ~Me "When in life you feel you just can't go on, you can always call ME!" ~Me "I'll Be here for you if you need me today, I'll Be here for you if you need me tomorrow, I'll Be here for you if you need me thirty years from now." ~Me Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: Any time you need a friend - Music Box (Mariah Carey) (Comment on this)
11:55 am	Shopping Spree Hello again all you faithful readers... The next time i am home i am going on a shopping spree, i dont know where i will get the money to go, but im goin anyway. Maybe ill just get some ideas for christmas. Anyway, i am feeling really good about myself lately and i want a new look. Hopefully the usual mall and movie buddies can come to help me with my new look! You know who you are. I really want to get my hair cut a few inches and highlighted again, then i wanna get some more shoes, some cute socks, and some accessories to go along with it. Ill wait to get some new clothes because i don't know if i will lose any weight (hopefully I will). Anyway It is nice to know someone actually read my last journal entry because it took a lot of guts to say this stuff since before yesterday i thought i was a pile of crap. Peace K Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Big Pimpin - Jay z (Comment on this)